We have been together forever, and he still looks at me like he did when we first met. I love it that he is delusional, and though I don’t get it, I’m happy knowing that he truly loves me. Why I tell you this is because I'm always catching him staring at me lovingly, like I just caught him doing now, and I’m not my freshest. We had been on the boat all day, I’m windburned and blown, sweaty with no makeup, and my hair has a life of its own, but the way he stares at me warms my heart, and other places, making me feel like a woman. The way he woke me up this morning is a perfect example of what I’m trying to say. I was sleeping, and woke to the softest caresses up and down my body. I don’t think he meant to wake me, but when I opened my eyes, he was just admiring me and didn’t notice my eyes were open at first. He is so loving, and when our eyes met, the biggest smile stretched across his face, and it was more beautiful than any sunrise. Like a big boy opening his present on Chri...
So you know how some like to have dessert before dinner? I was thinking about dessert before breakfast. We had just watched the sunrise outside his beautiful home, and he offered to make me breakfast. Granted this was after necking on the beach like a couple of highschool kids, and me trying to ignore the elephant in his pants and my own lunatic kitty begging to be assuaged, but sure I said, both of us knowing that we'd never make it to the kitchen until lunch if we're lucky. But I digress. Just be, he says; be your authentic self. He tells me, I see you and you're beautiful just the way you are. Of course, I thought it was a line, and he was full of it, but he was too cute to call BS. Even though I was dressed down in my workout shorts, had a holey shirt, no makeup whatsoever, and don't get me started on the rat's nest on my head, I couldn't believe he wasn't f'n with me. I was half-soaked and washing my car at the local self-service car wash spot when ...